So, I failed my 1 hour glucose test...by 3 measley points. The cutoff high is 140...my score was 143. So, Tuesday morning, like a trooper, I am going to go and take my 3 hour test, and pray that I pass. I have to fast for 8-14 hours before the test. I normally eat dinner around 6 p.m. and hit the ground at 5 a.m. and am already hungry. My test starts at 7, which means I won't be done til 10! By 10 a.m., I have typically eaten breakfast AND a snack...I'm going to be so grumpy because I'll be hungry....but, it's okay!
I have to say that when I found out I failed my glucose test on Thursday, I really struggled with it. I even told Adam that night that I haven't ever failed a test. I was always the person that did great on tests and I passed my driving test the first time...but this is one of those tests that I can't control the outcome, and it is what it is.
I still struggle with not being able to control the outcome...even after going through everything I have in the last 14 months.
I just need to learn to let go of that wanting to control things...but, it is so much easier said than done!
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