I was talking to Dana (Jacob's Mommy) tonight on Facebook, and we were talking about how going through the battle of trying to conceive (ttc) again, and even knowing what has happened to us, it is worth the risk. And I found myself saying "No risk, no reward". But it's true...even after going through this awful experience of losing my baby, and knowing that it could very possibly happen again (Dear God, I hope it doesn't), I am still willing to do it again. If I never took the risk, and decided never to try again, then there would never be the chance of having the reward of having a "take home" baby. One to bring home, share my love with, hold and cuddle...to give my all.
I knew from the moment we lost Bailey, that I would be willing to take the risk. I knew it wasn't the end of the journey for us. I guess I knew it before then, because otherwise we would have stopped after our first miscarriage. The risk is worth it. There may be heartache, anxiety, and fear...but it'll be worth it. It has to be.