Wednesday, June 30, 2010

My First Letter

This is my first letter to my precious Bailey...I think I am going to start writing a letter to her on her "angelversary" each month. 

My dearest Bailey,

Today is your 2 month Angelversary sweet girl.  Most days it seems like it was only yesterday that I held you in my arms for the first and the last time.  It seems like only yesterday that we got to say "hello" and then had to say "goodbye".  And then other days, it feels like it has been a lifetime.

Today, only a handful of people remembered it was the anniversary of your day.  The ones who remembered, I am so thankful they did. 

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you.  It feels like other people expect me to be "over" you now.  But, those people don't understand.  You are never something I can "get over".  You meant to much to me. 

It's still hard, and I'm still so sad.  I haven't be able to start your scrapbook...the thought is crushing at times.  Because, part of me knows once your book is done, it is going to feel so final.  And I am not ready for that yet.  So, right now, everything will remain organized, and in your crib.  Yep...that's where it will all stay for now.

Your daddy and I miss you so much.  I hope you know how much you were (and still are) loved.  I love you sweet girl.

Love,
Mommy

2 comments:

Dana said...

That letter is beautiful, I am in tears.

She knows how much you love her.

Dana

Lucid Anne said...

So beautiful. Sending you my love. <3